The topics for my events are always the result of what I am guided to focus on at that particular time period, and I know that the collective of guides and helpers who work with me know what may be helpful and relevant as we move through the astrological constallation cycles as well as other energetic changes on Earth. I sometimes don’t know exactly why a particular topic is highlighted to me but I have learnt through many years of close collaboration with my guides that I can trust them, that I can surrender to the divine.
I have had to take many leaps of faith on my spiritual journey (and I’m sure more are coming!), sometimes feeling like I was in freefall. But what I’ve also learnt is that a leap requires a moment of freefall – otherwise it’s not a leap. You cannot take a leap of faith if you insist on keeping one foot firmly on secure ground at all times.
When I was inspired to call my next talk ‘Sacred Rage – Constructive Anger’ it was a kind of leap of faith. I had a pretty good idea of what I could talk about, but I felt there was more to come into the picture for this period we are in now, and I am seeing more and more context as we are getting closer.
As I have talked and written about before, there was in the human collective consciousness a kind of turning point around the time of the summer solstice. There was an ending of a very long karmic cycle on Earth – tens of thousands of years this has been running – and there are also endings of shorter cycles that have been running within the longer one, it’s all a bit like clockwork with bigger and smaller cogs. Some cycles may have been only a few years long, but on a soul level will have linked into much longer cycles.
Souls agree to work through different ‘themes’ within karmic cycles, incarnating maybe hundreds or thousands of times within a cycle in order to experience different aspect of a theme, and to undergo transformations and learning both on a human level and a soul level. This is all part of our soul’s evolution, accumulating experience and being able to synthesise this into wisdom.
Those of you who are familiar with past life regressions may have experienced that after each incarnation the soul comes ‘home’ for healing, transformation and a period of ‘debrief’ as I like to call it. Our soul has a chance to assess the experiences of that lifetime, what we achieved, what we learnt, what we feel we may need to work on more – perhaps we could think of it a bit like a self-evaluation period after the end of a school year.
A very similar process happens at the end of a karmic cycle – even while we are still incarnate. We are given a chance to assess our experiences during that cycle, what we have learnt from them, how we can gain wisdom from them and not least where we would like to go next, what experiences we want to create for ourselves now that we can move onto new adventures. This debrief / self-evaluation process is available to us all, but it is up to us what we make of it. If we feel that we have completed a chapter, an era or a cycle in our life in some way, perhaps more in our inner development or perhaps in our outer circumstances too, now is a good time to try to integrate the learning available to us from the past and try to use that to help us set our sails for what we wish to aim for in the future.
It’s a bit like ‘Game Over!’ – now which game do you want to play next.
However, life does not feel like a game at all for most of us, and being human is perhaps one of the most challenging things a soul can take on – particularly now in these times of such turmoil on Earth.
The realisations and insights we get after cycle has ended and we are in our transitional debrief phase can be profoundly transformational – and that is part of the purpose – but they can also be deeply painful. We may suddenly see clearly things that we had only seen in part before, or perhaps we had seen a distorted, misunderstood version of it. As we begin to see things in a new light, with more clarity, and we join some dots and see a bigger picture, we may also unveil things about ourselves, about others or about situations that can be very difficult to acknowledge, accept and process. All kinds of emotions may arise from this process, including anger or even rage.
As we are in the middle of this cycle of eclipses in Cancer and Capricorn, and they are dancing together in a cosmic interplay to transform all that they represent, we are also being strongly encouraged, almost pushed, to evolve in our own inner Cancer and Capricorn symbolism, and this – as I talked about in my June talk – includes our own personal feminine and masculine energies, our relationship with our parents and our children, our heart and inner world, and our mind and our interface with the outer world.
So at the same time as the ending of karmic cycles encourages us to look at our past and what we can learn from it, we are also experiencing much that relates to our deepest depths of emotion as well as our conscious and subconscious patterns, our childhood and how it has formed us, how we parent our children, how we parent ourselves, and perhaps how we try to parent other people who we probably shouldn’t parent.
All of these big topics and many more seem to be coming up to the surface to force us to look at ourselves almost forensically at the moment, and I think this may continue for some time. No wonder we may feel big emotions, big reactions coming up. No wonder we may even feel rage deep down. Perhaps rage against injustice, manipulation, betrayal, exploitation, deception – perhaps rage against others, rage against ourself, rage against the divine even. It’s ok.
Rage can have immense power within it and when we know how to use it constructively it can help us to create huge transformation, liberation, healing and harmony. This is the beauty (and the challenge) of being human – that our wide range of emotion and experience means we can synthesise polar opposites into new creation, a new way, a new path, a new way of being.
When we allow ourselves to feel and express our rage we can also become deeply empowered, it can give us almost superhuman courage, transcendence and growth. And we can reach new heights through consciously choosing love, compassion and forgiveness, starting with self-love, self-compassion and self-forgiveness.
On Saturday 3rd August I will talk about rage, but I will also talk about how this all relates to the rise of the new divine feminine (and subsequently the new divine masculine!), about balance, about courage, about power, about Christ consciousness, about becoming a spiritual warrior and about the rise of the lion hearts.
In the meantime you might like to take inspiration from a beautiful and – in my opinion – very starry, cosmic human who creates music for our time, I feel. The Norwegian artist Aurora’s two songs, The River and Queendom, capture some essence of what I feel are energies currently flowing through our collective consciousness at full speed – to go with the flow of our heart’s guidance, and to allow our heart, our inner feminine, to rise up proudly, unashamedly and be seen as the Queen that she is.
Saturday 3rd August
11am – 1pm
Sacred rage – constructive anger
Anger is an emotion that has a lot of cultural conditioning attached to it. Why is anger so problematic? What is it that we – or people around us – fear about anger? Anger has immense power within it, power that can be used constructively or destructively. Anger can be a weapon but it can also be salvation.
Over the millennia anger has changed history, powered uprisings, ended injustices. Even Jesus felt and expressed anger, as described in the story of the cleansing of the Temple in Jerusalem.
And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the money changers, and the seats of them that sold doves, And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves.
For me this story symbolises the anger expressed at the corruption of the sacred, the pollution of the pure, the manipulation of truth. In our time I believe we can relate to this whether we think of it in terms of pollution of nature, violation of places of worship, corruption of democracies, manipulation of human interaction, or the theft of the innocence of childhood.
In this talk we will look at how we can utilise anger constructively, work with our inner fire power to build strength and resilience, channel it into a creative force for betterment, express it appropriately and unhook it from the associations with shame, weakness or danger.
Don’t worry, this won’t be an angry talk, and we won’t be raging or breathing fire. On the contrary, this is actually about loving ourselves and loving being human with all our fire power and passion. And how appropriate that we will be doing so at the time of the lion – in Leo season – loving our own lion hearts!
I will also allow time for my collective to channel through me, so we may experience more of their wisdom, support and love in whatever form they choose.
The time and place for this talk is
Saturday 3rd August
Salisbury Quakers Meeting House
51 Wilton Road
£10 per person, payment in advance or in person.
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…and then, what better way to move forward, take a leap in a new direction and feel inspired for the future than to come to this fab event?!
Tuesday 27th August
A New Earth – A New Me
with Theresa Dahl and Janet Treloar, and our old friend Zac (the ascended master Djwal Khul)
As cycles are closing out and a new dawn arises let us meet to celebrate the rising sun on humanity. Let us welcome the newness, the openness, the expansion, the promise of new creation, and inspire each other to create the new life, the new world, that we hold it in our power to create. Let the new adventures begin!
If you feel inspired by this please set this day aside for a magical, inspirational, powerful experience! Our wonderful Zac has some surprises up his sleeve as always, and we are so lucky to have the fabulous Janet come to Salisbury again. I will be channelling energy, and perhaps also messages or some of the ancient soul languages – I allow the divine to work freely through me as always. Talks are also planned for this day event, and more details will come soon! I am still receiving guidance for this day, but I have been given a keyword to reveal for now – alchemy!
The location for this event is a lovely, light and airy village hall in Winterbourne Earls, just outside Salisbury.
Glebe Hall is situated in a location where we can tap into the beautiful and potent energies in the earth that run through this area, and which will support us on this exciting day!
More details to follow soon!